Getting back on track

Oh wait, still trying. I'm trying hard, to get back on track where I was running on before. I mean, the writing, the reading and the photography things have stopped for quite a while. My mind got blew off from all those similar ideas of spending my time with beneficial hobbies since two months ago. I have no idea why though, I wouldn't say it's just boredom all the way, it's simply cause my time has been spent to other else. I was working for a while, which was not worth it since the pay is none bigger than a particle, while the work were so much, I think I was already working for 2 years! The environment was depressing, lots of international workers that it made me felt like I was the one who travelled to another country for a job. But it was truly an experience, I gained some, I lost some too. Since I never learnt that I'm bad at financial discipline. I only realised that I could not handle cashes on my own after RM 300 too late. Oh well, let by gone be by gone. 

Bad luck have been siding me for this whole month. What can I say, umm..I lost my phone, yes again, so I kept on changing my numbers, and I lost most of my contacts, and yes, again. I'm pretty much broke, and boredom has totally got controlled me. Please June, come soon, I need my life back.

Please readers, sorry for such a long gap between the updates, and yet, I could not give you the best post for now. Lets just say, my fingers and brain are numb to have any interesting plots to point off, atleast for now. So don't give up hope just yet. I'll blow your mind off soon! 
Promise! (Fingers crossed!)

Seeking for new ideas under the couches somewhere,


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Anonymous said…
woot wooot rindu gila penulisan bernas drpd AN-ZURIE AYESYA :)
April 08, 2010 10:11 PM
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