31st January 09

Today is my birthday,
the 31st of Jan, and today I'm 17
I'm still in pyjamas, the clock ticking at 11.15

My mother is snoring at the other side of the room
Did not hear a word from her to make my heart bloom
But I'll just stay put in front of my computer,
entertaining myself from misery and hunger
to make the clock even faster
I sing myself a song that made me become a survivor.

Under the shower my heart sank
Knowing I had nothing to appreciate on this evening
At 3.00 p.m I must say,
I almost gave up and don't bother about a birth day

The phone started yelling and I was happy as hell I can be
But I walked in the corner with tears falling out, non-stop

Thank you, my friends
There they were, they lighted up my day with their presences on that day
Thank you, my friends.
That was a memorable day of my 17th moments
Thank you, my friends
For letting me smudge my love onto your faces with lots of creams
Thank you, my friends
Thank you for everything.

Raden Ain, Khairun Sofea, Muzz, Jaffnie, Nadia,
and the people who never forgets even after years
Sabrina, Emma, Yaya, Anis, Imah, Nina, Esah, Aimah, Dza, Asyraf, Amie, Aqilah
and all those party crews

:)


Comments

Anonymous said…
ur welcome.
just want you to know that we love you ;))
February 01, 2009 1:39 AM
Anonymous said…
waa.. tawu la lmbt.. jgn la ltk last skali..
February 01, 2009 6:19 PM
Anonymous said…
hehehehehe, :)
February 01, 2009 7:18 PM
Raji and Yeen said…
happy birthday~!!
xD
hohohoh...
February 09, 2009 7:15 PM
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