Mama made it very clear, she doesn't want to see me here next year

Oh God. It's not that I disagree of whatever she claims she wants. Just, the way she put the words and say it out loud makes me shiver for a second or 5 seconds at least. "I don't want to see you here next year, you may go wherever you want, just not here." That's what she said. No, I didn't do anything wrong, or yet. She wants me to study abroad next year. Putting that much hope in me did make me proud, but again, am I able to achieve the goals? I have nothing wrong with the idea, me myself would really want to go somewhere snowy and chilly for the studies in the future.


I'm thinking of Ireland, the accent just let me fall in love deep into the idea of going there for dentistry. Or even United Kingdom. I love English and British! Kingston University might be best for Marine Biology courses. Praying to God of course or the best results and all the help that could get me with my dreams and goals. This is only the basic phase of my life, where all the plans and decision should not be regretted. I might be a high pay dentist but very stressful dentist, or enough salary to pay for my not so expensive car but drives around with a big grin on my face as I am known as the founder of another environmental association. Or even might be busy managing the family company for our very own food products and events management. No one knows where or how I might end up in another 5 years time, except ALLAH S.W.T. Keeping my fingers crossed, I hope to get the best, and be the best in whatever condition it may be.

Cheer up and live ahead!,