Mai nak cita benda yg buat cek sakit hati sangat la ni.

Sorry, bukan pandai sangat dialek kedah nih. Sikit-sikit boleh lah. Nak cerita sikit benda yang aku fed up sangat since the day of exam started. Umm..tak jugak..2 weeks after exam started. Elok2 dalam kelas, SPM candidates science stream kena pindah masuk dewan pulak lepas budak PMR abes exam. Oklah, seronok jugak, sebab dpt duduk sebelah "ehem2" and asyik berpegangan tangan (padahal passing stapler je =_=") Dia nak bukak mulut nak pinjam stapler dengan aku pon dah cukup baik. Opss, back to the main point. Nak dijadikan cerita, aku duk depan sekali, and tak tau lah pasal apa, rasa tak seronok sangat. Mainly sebab hamba ALLAH kelas 5E sangat lah menyakitkan hati, memekakkan telinga dan menyemakkan kepala. Kalau tak bersiul, bercakap, kalau tak bergendang, main pen. Siap meniru! Hey, bukan main tuduh kot sedap mulut, memang terbukti sah. Tapi kalau aku bagitau pon macam tak guna, cause no one actually care. Tuh bosan exam dlm dewan! ARGGGHHH! Memang ikutkan hati aku nak tarik *%^*$ diorang sampai putus. Sabar je. Then cikgu-cikgu kat depan, instead of marah beruk2 tuh, depa duk gosip pulak. Hari isnin pasal baju, hari selasa pasal tudung, hari rabu pasal bunga ros. Memanglah tak terkata aku. Haiiihh..

Esok last paper, then seronok nak raya sat. Tapi tak leh duk dekat2 "ehem2" lah. Biarlah. Lantak pi. Yang lagi menyakitkan hati ialah, depa yang tak datang ambik exam on the day that they suppose tuh senang lenang boleh tanya orang lain yang dah ambek paper. Aku rasa sakit hati betul. Depa senang nak dpt MC, sebab tuh depa buat lagu tuh. Pastuh senang-senang nama depa naik pasai dpt 8A and above. Arghh..memang, memang, memang!

Apa2 pon, tahun nih, ramai tanya pasal tart. Tapi sadly, kena cakap tak leh buat. Takut nanti depa dok order banyak, tak terbuat kang, susah pulak. InsyaALLAH ada rezeki nanti, mungkin buat lagi. Today's entry memang semua pasai cek. Cek tak tau nak habaq pasai apa lagi sebab dah lama tak dok menaip kat komputer nih. Sorry ya people!

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Comments

sabrina said…
cikgu gosip?
wah!
AWAT X HABAK MAI?
join lah skali...
adoi.. x enjoy lah u ni...
September 10, 2009 12:47 AM
Anonymous said…
sedih xdpy ddk slh ajiz?
hihihi.

*ape no angka giliran akuu -____-
September 10, 2009 9:53 PM
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